Tuesday 12th June

Quick update - Biopsy arranged for tomorrow. The procure is local anesthetic/sedation, they stick a needle in my side, lasts maybe an hour or so. I'm then kept in hospital for a few hours for monitoring and out later that day. Think I'll be tender for a day or two but other than that it's fine.

They havn't given an indication of how long until I get the results, I will ask tomorrow. Once I get results I will speak to the oncologist to sort out proposed treatment. Hopefully it should start in the next 2 week.

Thanks again for all the messages of support. I hope your weeks are all going well!

ED

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